Every time you find something good
Something to live for, or someone to love
You take it and break it, as only you could
Paranoid and pathetic; all of the above

You're the only one that thinks you can't do something
You're the only one that thinks you're worth nothing
You ever believe a single act of love, is genuine or deserved

Ruin, ruin, all you do is ruin
Taint and spoil all you've been given
So convinced you don't deserve to live
Sel-invalidation of all you give
Squander, squander, all of your chances
No begging or pleasing changes your stances
You hate yourself for not being perfect
And allow scumbags to treat you like an insect

Run others off and fake surprise
You never deserved those tears in your eyes
Self-aware enough to see where you're wrong
And like a coward you say you're too far gone

You still got a chance, you still got a shot
To dispel the things you know that you're not
Can you take, back your life, or are you afraid?

Afraid to change and see what's in side?
Are you afraid to swallow your pride?
You're running out of life, you're running out of time, death will not wait for you.

Ruin, ruin, all you do is ruin
Taint and spoil all you've been given
So convinced you don't deserve to live
Sel-invalidation of all you give
Squander, squander, all of your chances
No begging or pleasing changes your stances
You hate yourself for not being perfect
And allow scumbags to treat you like an insect

Ruin, ruin, all you do is ruin
Taint and spoil all you've been given
So convinced you don't deserve to live
Sel-invalidation of all you give
Squander, squander, all of your chances
No begging or pleasing changes your stances
You hate yourself for not being perfect
And allow scumbags to treat you like an insecT

Smash and break the mirror all you want
It doesn't change the things you hate about yourself
As the shards stick and bleed in your hand
Know you are a slave to genetic history

That you are doomed to reeeePEAT


Ruin, ruin, all you do is ruin
Taint and spoil all you've been given
So convinced you don't deserve to live
Sel-invalidation of all you give
Squander, squander, all of your chances
No begging or pleasing changes your stances
You hate yourself for not being perfect
And allow scumbags to treat you like an insect

Ruin, ruin, all you do is ruin
Taint and spoil all you've been given
So convinced you don't deserve to live
Sel-invalidation of all you give
Squander, squander, all of your chances
No begging or pleasing changes your stances
You hate yourself for not being perfect
And allow scumbags tO TREAT YOU LIKE A-