Every time you find something good Something to live for, or someone to love You take it and break it, as only you could Paranoid and pathetic; all of the above You're the only one that thinks you can't do something You're the only one that thinks you're worth nothing You ever believe a single act of love, is genuine or deserved Ruin, ruin, all you do is ruin Taint and spoil all you've been given So convinced you don't deserve to live Sel-invalidation of all you give Squander, squander, all of your chances No begging or pleasing changes your stances You hate yourself for not being perfect And allow scumbags to treat you like an insect Run others off and fake surprise You never deserved those tears in your eyes Self-aware enough to see where you're wrong And like a coward you say you're too far gone You still got a chance, you still got a shot To dispel the things you know that you're not Can you take, back your life, or are you afraid? Afraid to change and see what's in side? Are you afraid to swallow your pride? You're running out of life, you're running out of time, death will not wait for you. Ruin, ruin, all you do is ruin Taint and spoil all you've been given So convinced you don't deserve to live Sel-invalidation of all you give Squander, squander, all of your chances No begging or pleasing changes your stances You hate yourself for not being perfect And allow scumbags to treat you like an insect Ruin, ruin, all you do is ruin Taint and spoil all you've been given So convinced you don't deserve to live Sel-invalidation of all you give Squander, squander, all of your chances No begging or pleasing changes your stances You hate yourself for not being perfect And allow scumbags to treat you like an insecT Smash and break the mirror all you want It doesn't change the things you hate about yourself As the shards stick and bleed in your hand Know you are a slave to genetic history That you are doomed to reeeePEAT Ruin, ruin, all you do is ruin Taint and spoil all you've been given So convinced you don't deserve to live Self-invalidation of all you give Squander, squander, all of your chances No begging or pleasing changes your stances You hate yourself for not being perfect And allow scumbags to treat you like an insect Ruin, ruin, all you do is ruin Taint and spoil all you've been given So convinced you don't deserve to live Sel-invalidation of all you give Squander, squander, all of your chances No begging or pleasing changes your stances You hate yourself for not being perfect And allow scumbags tO TREAT YOU LIKE A-

Unraveling my seams, and it feels like a dream I turned off my mind and let it float down stream Scars shine with a gleam, and nothings what it seems I can hear them whispering deceptive schemes Come on baby don't you like it, like it? Don't you wanna be like a good son? Come on baby don't you like it, like it? Don't you wanna be a chosen one? Don't. You. Tell. Me. How. I. Feel. You. Don't. Know. Just. How. I. Feel. DON'T. YOU. TELL. ME. HOW. I. FEEL. YOU. DON'T. KNOW. JUST. HOW. I FEEL. Get outta my head, outta my sight Get your fingers outta my mind Don't you tell me what to fight I've suffered cause of you and you're kind Call me a lost cause, write me off I don't give a damn Breaking my mind was never enough I won't be your obedient little lamb I was never meant to be apart of your world I was never meant to be part of your design Probing through my skin, forcing their way in A sickness slowing taking me from within Flowing through my blood, and drowning in the mud The flies come swarming around again Come on baby don't you want it, want it? Don't you wanna feel accepted by the norm? Come on baby don't you want it, want it? Aren't you tired of your head living in a storm You gotta believe, yeah you gotta believe That you can achieve, yeah that you can heal You gotta believe, yeah you gotta believe That you can achieve, yeah your feelings aren't real (Ooo yeah) you can be helped (Ooo yeah) you can be fixed (Ooo yeah) you can be saved (Ooo yeah) you can be- NO SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT YOUR MOUTH LET GO OF ME LET GO OF ME Unraveling my seams and it feels like a dream, but I can't help but think I've been here before I don't know what to feel I don't know what's through the door I don't know what's certain anymore Come on baby don't you like it, like it? Don't you wanna be like a good son? Come on baby don't you like it, like it? Don't you wanna be a chosen one? Don't. You. Tell. Me. How. I. Feel. You. Don't. Know. Just. How. I. Feel. DON'T. YOU. TELL. ME. HOW. I. FEEL. YOU. DON'T. KNOW. JUST. HOW. I FEEL. Get outta my head, outta my sight Get your fingers outta my mind Don't you tell me what to fight I've suffered cause of you and you're kind Call me a lost cause, write me off I don't give a damn Breaking my mind was never enough I won't be your obedient little lamb I was never meant to be apart of your world I was never meant to be part of your design

You can never know You can never see The depths you made me go After what you did to me The anger in my veins The hatred in my bones The suffering and pain From your casted stones Don't you get to reach out Don't you try to call You don't deserve forgivness No not at all All because you feel Just a little bad My suffering was real More than you ever had Rip you out Hold you down Over and over and over you were under my skin You ripped me out Get away from me Don't wanna see your face Of you, every memory I wish I could erase I hear you in my brain I see you in my head Your life is a stain I wish you were dead Forget about forgiveness You don't deserve the closure Just because you feel worthless And you got some scars to show It wasn't your world Ruined in a moment It wasn't your turmoil Every waking second I. Will. Never. Forgive you.