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Written musically as the kind of song you would hear at a metal festival, the song is named as it is because I wrote the lyrics, and began working on the song on my birthday. It has since become one of my personal favorites, of the songs I've written.

lyrics

I have never felt I could ever be
The person or the man that's really true to me
My past held above me by everyone I know
I feel like I have no place to go
Stranded and abandoned in this world I made
Was it my fault it ended this way?
I can't take the pressure, I can't take the pain
I can feel myself slowly going insane

I know I have felt this many time before
But I can't take it, take it anymore
Nothing I say feels like it has meaning
Nothing I do can stop this screaming
Now that I've lost the way, is it too late?
Or have I been consumed by my hate?
I'm drowning in my head, I'm drowning in my shame
I can't hold it back I'm going insane

I don't feel like myself
And I can't rely on anybody else
I can't keep living asking why
25 years of wasting my time

I feel sick in my head
Something in this world want me dead
Living for answers I know I'll never find
25 years of losing my mind

Something deep inside of me has grown colder
Doesn't go away as I get older
I don't recognize what the mirror sees
This isn't who I wanted to be!

I don't feel like myself
And I can't rely on anybody else
I can't keep living asking why
25 years of wasting my time

I feel sick in my head
Something in this world want me dead
Living for answers I know I'll never find
25 years of losing my mind

MMUGH

I don't feel like myself
And I can't rely on anybody else
I can't keep living asking why
25 years of wasting my time

I feel sick in my head
Something in this world want me dead
Living for answers I know I'll never find
25 years of losing my mind

credits

from Right Between The Eyes EP, released February 14, 2020
Written and performed by Edward Munoz

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Justifiable Treason California

Born out of the ashes of the 805's music scene, Justifiable Treason brings you music you've never quite heard before. Elements from metal, punk, and industrial, and more, create a unique project that stands out from the rest.

Primary influences are Napalm Death, Nine Inch Nails, Code Orange, and Static X.
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